I have no idea what I’m doing in life.
OK, maybe I have a grand sense of where I am and what I have and what I can achieve in a linear, professional and financial sense. Yeah, so there’s that.
But that is not what my soul desires.
I want more than that. More than this money and control life.
I want to live in peace and harmony. With myself, firstly. And with others and the world ultimately.
Therefore, in this reality, I really don’t have a clue as to where my next steps might be.
How do I fulfill my soulful desires?
I’m done with the superficial trappings of life.
I have thrown in the towel on the bullshit commonly described as success.
It has never served my heart.
Now I am operating on faith in humanity.
More importantly I am operating on faith in myself. (Well, that’s what I’m working on.)
For the first time in my 48 years of life I am finally comfortable with the unknown and the unexpected.
Control of outcomes is an ego-based desire.
I am not even sure when or how the shift came, but I am finally OK with not knowing.
In fact, I would prefer to not even try and hazard a guess on where my life is going because every time I have tried to make things happen, very few endeavors have resulted exactly as I wanted or expected.
Life always happens the way it’s supposed to. Beautifully, and hilariously and sometimes disappointingly, but it always works out.
But it’s always been right, no?
The good news is that everything that has happened to me has been beyond what I could’ve ever expected for myself.
You feel the same? Yes, you do, I know it.
I am infinitely grateful. Even for the pain.
I suspect you feel the same. No matter how hard you try to deny this.
So where does that leave us?
In faith.
Believe in yourself.
Believe in your path.
Believe in YOU!
It’s gonna be ugly because you probably don’t believe in yourself enough. (I struggle with this)
People that care about you may have a hard time believing in you as well.
We all live in fear and doubt. Don’t let their fear run your life.
Don’t let your loved ones and friends hold you back.
We are all so afraid of change that we can hold each other back with words and actions without even knowing. Nobody means to. That’s just their default reaction to the “scary” unknown.
What I KNOW is that you are here for a purpose.
You are here for a reason.
You are here because you mean something to someone even if you may not know or feel it.
YOU ARE SOMEONE❣️
I believe in you.
I believe in me.
I believe in the infinite potential of humankind.
You are blessed to be exactly who you are.
Be the love in your heart.
Believe in you.
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